today was a good day

I had a great day today. I didn't feel tired and run down as I have been lately, which was awsome. I didn't do anything different I just felt better. Crazy huh? I babysat Gabe this morning (he had shots yesterday so he was kinda cranky) its so amazing how fast he is growing. He is now 7 months and I am enjoying keeping him so much and seeing him learn and grow. Jamie is enjoying it to its so sweet when hes talking to him. He will be a great dad, I already knew that by how great he is with our furbabies. I can't wait til make him a daddy!!! Then after Gabe left I went to my parents and helped my mom with a few things she needed done. Just the same ol thing as always. Just a great day!!

After much prayer and reading my Bible I have left my infertility in His hands completely. I have always had faith in God but I have never really fully let go, I have now. If I never get the chance to become a mother I will still love Him I will not turn my back on him, I will not blame him. Its all up to God.

I will get back on track with my diet, not only for the chance to become a mom but for my health. I just felt so much better when I was following my diet and I know i can do it with Gods help and the support of my family and friends. I will start taking my meds again. I know that it was bad to get off them in the first place, but i just felt so horrible and down in the dumps. What has helped me believe it or not was prayer, my Bible and music (some songs just touches your soul....you know what i mean?).

Please keep my in your prayers!!