I didn't go to church yesterday. Jamie went on and went without me. I just couldn't get I was so exhausted! I slept til 330 yesterday! Ever since I found out that our insurance will not cover anything to do with infertility I have kinda been depressed. I haven't been taking my meds and I have been off my diet. I think that is why I feel so bad. Don't really know but I am going to get back on track!
Sometimes I want to give up hope. Sometimes I feel as though maybe I don't have enough faith. I pray and pray and my prayers just don't get answered. I believe that if its Gods will I will have a baby. But then sometimes I wonder why I have had to wait 6 years (and still waiting) for my miracle. I'm not questioning God I am just wondering........
Everyone please keep me in your prayers!
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I know that it is very hard at times and there are many times that you will be depressed. But keep praying and the Lord will deliver you out of it. He will send you the strength that you need to make it through. I didn't even know that you had started you a blog until today. So keep writing, I love to read how others feel. It makes me know that I am not alone. My prayers are with you, Samantha
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